Life's a Beach

{/clear dissappointment

Wednesday, April 30, 2008 ( 7:28 AM )

dissappointed.tats the word playing me rite now.i was fair.i treated u to be my number one.i respected u.once we were together,i never sms other gerls.i did not even make it a point to get close to new classmates.cos i treasure u very much tat i made u my very priority.but today,u dissappoint me.my heart sank.how could u.u scolded me on a few occassions but i kept quiet.on the 29th of april, at 1pm during lunch.the hopes of seeing u were real.but to my dissappointment,with a group of guys.i kept quiet and walked away.my heart was sinking at the point of time.i never turn back.never would i.i was too sad.today,the 30th april,would be my saddest day of all.u wanted to meet me.so i went.even though i was tired.anw we havent meet for quiet some time.i was happy to see u.but there was this uneasy feeling.i had the urge to ask u who u went home wit.the answer came from ur very own mouth.u went back wit someone.worse,its a guy.only the two of u.and not even on a bloody bus.i would never go back wit gerls.i would rather go back alone.he drove u home.u must have held him tight.at his waist.omg.u are mine.how could u do tis to me.actuali,i wanted to sms u and ask if u wanted to go back wit me.but maybe god just din allow.if there is anybody tat would drive u home,the first person i wanted to be was me to send u home.but someone already did it for me.u would not have told me if i hadnt asked.maybe u might regret telling me.but it know everyting.u must have sat so close to him.did u just forget about me?wat am i to u anyway.i have told u from the begining if u dun love me,tell me straight to the point.i have got noting to say.nobody has ever made me sad like tis.i rest my case. . . . . . . . . . .

{/tiring sia.

Monday, April 28, 2008 ( 6:47 AM )

today was a damn tiring day.had to reach sch by 9.bus 15 long que was neverending.i had to make the cut.so me,shaiful,nazi and atyqa took taxi to sch.all the way to tp.cost me 8 bucks.i paid and alight.we were walking when a motorccle came zooming past us and the next moment it banged a car.the brakes were broken.the oil was leaking.the rider could only managed with a limp.worse,he banged a lecturer's car.he was speeding so i guess its his fault.although it was rite in front of me,i din bother to help.not tat im bad but it reali served him rite.so i went to sch only for 1 hour lecture on c.maths.its very important that i atted the lecture cos its very important.went home after lecture as i got army interview at cmpb.it was a long way there.ive actuali signed up for airforce vocations and my application is still pending.hope i get into airforce as aircraft are a pretty sight to me.i have always loved aircraft.well i got a long day tmr.from 9 to 6.i wanna rest now.i hope man u wins the league.

i wanna watch iron man.

{/tp rawks

Sunday, April 27, 2008 ( 4:22 AM )

and so i've been busy with schooling.the journey with temasek poly started on 21st april.the first day was long but lecturers made it fun enough and that made my day.frens were also fun.we went everywhere together.all in all i find polytechnic life fun.secondary school mates were not forgotten.we met in sch.but all with their group of new friends.assignments on the first day is not a pretty sight but it was okay.lessons were fun after all.i did not get to meet nadine the whole week.we were busy with our own stuffs.the food were good.design sch syiok sia.the malay food very very nice.so i signed up for soccer.its kinda ridiculous.theres and interview for all applicants!!which sch u ever played,which club you ever played.which competition did you won.lol.i mean not everybody ever played competitively and they might be better than those who did.i have frens who are excellent but prefers to play soccer at the void deck.i heard its tough to get into the team but im confident i will.my course manager dr.eng so funny.everyday wear the same shirt color.white.lol.

dissappointed.chelsea suck.man u blues now.

wont go home without you-maroon 5.

{/inspiration

Monday, April 14, 2008 ( 8:24 AM )

INSPIRATION.its a big word.one word i noe of which could change peope's live tremendously.i wanna be a source of inspiration to others not only to make them suceed in tests,examnations but to help make them achieve their dreams and become successful.i have got my own story to share with you all.i swear tis isnt just a story i made up.tis is wat my life has gone through.2002,i received my psle results.with an aggregate score of 166,i was happy tat i got through but to the dissappointment of my parents.my choices of school were limited due my results.the result was up.i was posted to siglap secondary school to my dissappointment,was only my third choice.i did not got to go to coral secondary which was my initial choice.but little did know,tat Siglap secondary,a school which i was most dissappointed to attend to,would have a big impact on my life.entire life.tings i learned from my alma-malter is priceless.no amount of money can replace tat.i was posted to secondary 1B.as i remembered,school mates like fajrina, danial.f ,shu ting, were nomal friends i could mingle with.the others were foreign.it was my first time meeting a group of new friends.days past by.everyone in the class created a bond tat would not and would never be broken easily.class spirits were high.my academic wise?i was starting to focus on my studies but it wasnt enough.i was still failing maths and science.i tried my best to pay the fullest attention to the particular teachers teaching maths and science.i went for soccer trials.heard tat siglap had a big name for the soccer team.to my dissappointment again,i wast selected after attending most of the training sessions.i was told tat i often fell down and could not play soccer.i was sad.scccer was my passion.am i not cut out for it.it was the same ting tat happened during primary school.i wasnt even on the reserve team.final year exams came by.i was lucky to get promoted to sec 2 bcos i did not study!!so during my first year at siglap, the most valuable ting was my circle of friends.we supported each other.and a new life in sec 2 started. . . . . .

man u shud be the champions according to my calculations.LOL

{/soccer.

Sunday, April 13, 2008 ( 9:15 AM )

had soccer at 3 just now.it was fun.fun.fun.i played for somebody else's team.two goals was all i could managed and they were the only goals by the team.we eventually lost 6-2.after a lenghty period without soccer,i really had a good game.thought i lost all the touches but they were still there.danial.f goalkeeping reflexes were still there.defensive wise,very terok.lol.no communication.i still give credit to shaiful though cos he played well.ok.enough of soccer.lol.happy schooling to all frens starting shool tmr.nyp sp rp(start already).ite tamp ite simei.imagine tp have not even started orientations.i guess we are going slow and steady.hope we all still keep in touch after tis.and i really hope theres no fucking matreps at tp(takkan dorang pandai eh?lol).i am going shopping.i wanna watch movie.i wanna do everyting i can before school starts.experience on my family airbus 380 was cool.i will like to drive it someday.watching man u against arsenal.very tense!!1-1 already liao.

{/work fun

Friday, April 11, 2008 ( 9:49 AM )

its late late late.just came back from work.just a one day work.dismantle the computers and fixed it back at another room.tats easy.it was fun.danial.f,shaiful,my cousin.had fun by working though.plus 3 uncles(movers).LOL.it wasnt tiring but they want it to be done fast so there is a bit of pressure.

one uncle said to the manager:sam,we go smoke 1 stick the come back up ah ok?
another uncle said:smoke one stick and we go stairway to heaven ah.

funny.hmms.the next ting i wanna do is eat cornetto ice cream and sit on the couch.nites everyone.

p.s:i am going on a ride on my family's airbus 380 tmr.wonder how its gonna be.destination:stairway to heaven.

{/camping camping

Thursday, April 10, 2008 ( 9:02 AM )

guess wat?i have finally receive a letter from temasek poly.shoot.there is a compulsary camp for IT students.ahhhhhh.why must go camp?its ok.i will still not be going.its all been planned.went to tanjong pagar in the morning just to register a 1 day work.LOL.how ridiculous.but its ok.just 1 last job before im off to school.superherp still needs to work.i need money.today,most of the time was spent talking to danial.f and shaiful.talk talk talk.we saw a lot of SP students.they had flag day.(muke dorang tua2 siak)haha.current 'o' level students,if u want to go to an engineering course,please go SP cos it is much better.serayesly.im begining to forget about siglap.LOL.they wont give much hospitality to old students and tat sucks.but how am i suppose to forget all the teachers who have helped me be who i am today.ms wee made an impact on me.mr wee never stop encouraging.mr hanff gave me power.mrs warrier taught me to be a warrior.they are all my heroes who supported me in watever i did.respect to them.all i want to be now is a commercial pilot driving the airbus 380.tat is my dream.some say i wud be better off being a soccer player but tat is wat i reali want.to be a commercial pilot.i am very determined.finally, congratulations to manchester united for making it to the semis.it is 1219 AM and i still can see the bright light from downtown east.glaring as brightly as ever.

izzul video so funny!

{/day two

Wednesday, April 9, 2008 ( 8:25 AM )

so its day two.i am still waiting for my orientation letter from temasek poly but has yet to receive it.i checked the mail every single day.all my friends have received theirs.a week left and that is it.i am off to school in search of a diploma tat would somehow or someway secure my future.is it true tat diploma is useless these days?i feel like slapping people with this kind of shit talk.diploma still has its value.less than half who took o levels managed to go poly.well,im a superhero who still wants to study.who says supehero should only sit and wait for trouble.but i aint no clever stud.i only managed to clear them.there are others who did really well.i am a person with dreams,ambitions i want to achieve.those who know me will know i wont stop at any obstacle.wat my dream is?i was 3 years old wen a gud fren of my father gave me a christmas present.it was a book.not just any ordinary book.it was wat i felt in love with.its about aeroplanes and tat was wat i wanted to be since then.a pilot.a brave one.but i dunnoe if i wud ever have a chance to sit in the cockpit of one.rest assured,i will keep working toward my dream until i achieve it.there was a time when people say that i could not pass my PSLE,but i did.there was a time when people say i would not clear my N levels,but i dd.there was still a time when people say i would flung my O levels,but i did.to my disappionment,even the principal said tat.i proved them wrong.all wrong.impossible is noting and it is so true.i could have gone MJC bitch.someday i will be a pilot.noting is going to stop me.against all odds,i will do it.gd luck to manchester quarter final against roma.i just noe they will go through.and to N,get well soon.its 12AM and all i could see is the bright light from downtown east.its glaring as brightly as it can be.i wanna drink coke.

glory to manchester united.

{/hello

Monday, April 7, 2008 ( 11:23 PM )

well.here it is.finally my own blog.its kinda hard to navigate the whole blog.LOL.luckily i have nadine who helped.maybe im the only superhero who blogs.oh no.superman has one.rite?i tink so.i am s superhero.but i still need to eat.i go to school.and even superheroes have dreams.secondary life just ended,i wonder how tertiary would be.i heard it is fun.im just looking forward to it.its sad when u leave secondary school.cos u will remember all the precious moments with your mates.noting,not even money can replace tat.all the best mates.i hope we all meet in the near future and by the time we have all become successful people.i found out Wei Jie is in the same course as me.im relieved.LOL.at least i have someone.im 18 this year and i am still chasing my dream.it is someting tat i want to be since young.i will continue to chase it until i could get hold of it.its 1607pm and it is raining.as heavily as it could be.